ok so we have off shcool today and i baby sit every day for the last to months instead of every other week like me and my brother agreed on but he stared track afterscholl so i started to wach them every day and i dont have a problem with it but today he dose not have track so i thoult he was going to wach them so i made plans with my girlfriend to hang out and wach tv cause we did not feel like going out so we where going to just sit around but no he wants to go out with his and told me i had to and i was like no...i wach them every day why cant you wach them for one day out the week ..... so i go up stirs to call my girlfriend and he grabs my foot and pulls me down the steps and i scrame at him the continu up stirs them he picks up a modle motorcycle and throws it at then its on we star to fight for a lil bit then he leaves the room and i call my girlfriend and talk to her and colme down the he starts to say i follow every one eles by the way i dress and shit but im the only one who wheres black all the time in my group of friends ...so i dont see why he could not wach them for one day out the week ......what the fuck now i have to stay home all day and not do shit cause i have nothing eles to do but shit around the house now errr.

You stole my hart

I didn't plan this, nor did I expect it.

I know you didn't either.

In fact, I never would have even dreamed it to ever be.

I don't know why we found each other,

I only know that we did.

I just want to know where it is

you learned to touch me so passionately

and send tingling flames all over my body

consuming every breath I make.

Where did you get those soft lips

and the knowledge to kiss me

and make the whole world stop turning

and time stand still.

I want to know where it is that says

you can come into my life, change it,

and turn it up-side down

so wonderfully and magically.

I want to know how it is that you can tell me

everything without ever saying a word.

How is it that you have not only seen the walls

I have spent years building around my heart

but gotten past them so easily.

You move me.

You and me

Not a day goes by, I don't see your face

And long to be in your embrace,

To finally get to kiss those lips

To place my hands upon your hips,

And look into those lovely eyes

Shining like the moonlit skies

To run my fingers through your hair

A silkiness beyond compare

And finally, caress your lovely cheek

So moved; I cannot speak

To hear that voice; oh so sweet

it makes my heart pick up the beat

To have and hold you- finally

To be together, you and me

Thinking of you

As long as my dreams are always of you

As long as a couple means only two

As long as forever contains me and you

I'm thinking of you...

As long as the moon shines in your eyes

As long as faith will never die

As long as there's love between you and I

I'm thinking of you...

As long as our eyes meet in burning flame

As long as trust means 'no one's to blame'

As long as the hurt ends in no shame

I'm thinking of you...

As long as we survive as a pair

As long as I know that you'll always care

As long as love remains true and fair

I'm thinnking of you...

As long as the calm follows the storm

As long as the need becomes well-worn

As long as I'm safe and left untorn

I'm thinking of you...

As long as your love keeps me from harm

As long as we're together, I'll always be warm

As long as I stay wrapped in your arms

I'm thinking of you...

That is love...

I love you

Like I have never loved before...

You may ask how I know I’m in love

Well let me define my love

When I am in your arms

I am content and peaceful

That is love

When we are together

I long to be nowhere else

That is love

When we are apart

I long to be with u

That is love

I’d do anything for you

Just to see u smile

That is love

When u is sad

I make u happy

That is love...

When tears come to my eyes

When I think of u and I

That is love

When I think about our first kiss

And the world stands still

That is love

I love you

U is the one and only thing on earth

That makes me happy...

I still love you

My heart hurts,

My head is spinning.

I don't know what to do;

I don't feel like living.

I gave you my heart,

And you broke it in two.

You'll never, ever know,

How much I love you.

The pain I feel inside

Is burning up my dreams.

I thought you loved me,

But not everything is what it seems.

But now that it's over,

I feel so sad.

And deep down inside I'm hurt,

angry and mad.

You act as though

you never even cared,

Like you don't even remember

the times we shared.

I lay in bed and wonder

if you still love me,

But I now know our love was just

a short-lived memory.

You've probably already

found someone new,

Knowing in your heart...

I still love you.

I love you friends

My life is judged by those I know,

Who helped me love and fully grow,

And raised my spirits when lost at sea,

But loved me most... for being me.

My friends are those who always cared,

And know my faults and always shared,

The good- the bad and all the grey,

And held my hand and showed the way.

But, I love them most for the times we've spent,

The laughter, tears, and for what they meant,

To me- my life and things we've shared,

But I loved them most because they cared.

I love you my best friends.

I love you

I tell you I love you,

then you ask me, "why?"

I tell you, "just because I do,"

and all you do is... sigh.

If I knew the words to say,

you would have the answers now.

I just can't seem to find them,

I only wish I knew how.

I worry that you think I lie,

and it will break us in two.

But all I can do is promise that,

baby... I Love You!

Good bye

I look at you, you never look back at me, I reach for you, you pull yourself free. I whisper, "I love you", but you no longer hear what I say. I ask you not to leave, you tell me you just can't stay. I kiss you, but you turn your cheek to mine, I tell you my feelings run deep, you tell me yours are easy to define. I understand your feelings are not as they used to be, You no longer feel the same for me. I tell you I want you back, your answer to that is, "never." So, now I can only hope our friendship, unlike our love, can last forever. I now embrace the friendship that we share, you and I, Because I know it's time to bid our love... 'good-bye.

crush

I keep seeing your face

Although you're far away

I keep hearing your laughter

Even though it's been a while after

A feeling in my heart has taken over me

I just can't set that feeling free

You're always on my mind

I know I am not blind

These feelings I have for you

Are nothing but the truth

I can't explain the way I feel

I just know what I feel is real

I want to be near you

I'm afraid I'll be a fool

These feelings I have for you,

I know... I've got a crush on you.

Another dream

Wanting so long for this moment to come-

I'm overwhelmed by your touch

You pull me close, we slowly kiss-

I've wanted this so much.

You say you were wrong; you've been so lost-

without me by your side

Apology accepted, by all my heart-

who cares about my pride?

You push the ring down my finger-

it still slides right on

Suddenly I feel alive again-

all the pain is gone.

Your eyes just seem to melt my heart-

I crave to feel you near

I shiver as your breathtaking voice-

whispers in my ear.

You even go so far to say-

you'd like to have my child

Every way you touch my heart-

so gentle and so mild.

I've never been so happy before-

I've never been so complete

I've never known this side of you-

so caring and so sweet.

The alarm clicks on, I lay in bed-

as real as it may seem

Just another night alone-...

just another DREAM.......

A last wish

a lover laid down on his bed

his eyes fell closed before he did

a hand came close and held him tight

his lover's love was clear and bright

she knew that he was close to death

a few small words slipped from his breath

a tear rolled down, dripped to her breast

she wrapped his arms around her chest

laying down upon his heart

she cried out loud for it to start

but from his whisper, all she knew

her lover said...

"let me die... holding you"

for this was his last wish.

Keep my memories in your pocket

and my picture in your mind,

I'm leaving here forever...

to a place of another kind.

As the years will pass

And time will push you on,

to the very place

I will go when I am gone.

So, 'til that very moment

when our paths shall cross again,

Please accept my thanks

for always being there, my friend.

My special friend

You're a special friend Who I know is always there Someone to share my life with Every hope, dream, and care Whenever I feel sad, or alone You're always there to make me smile It's friends like you who I know Won't leave me after a while Special friends like you mean the world to me When I think of something special It is your face I see All the time I've spent with you Puts a smile upon my face. You mean allot to me and I would do anything in the world for you so, no matter what's going on in your life Just know you have someone to turn to. You're a special person I care allot about you I wish I could say how special you are to me but only if their where words to describe it

Dear baby

I want you to be the last person I kiss. I want you to be the last Person I see.

I want you to be the last person I hug.

I want you to be the last person I hold Tight and not let go of.

I want you to be mine for eternity.

I want you to be the meaning of my life, the reason I get up in the morning.

I want you to be the smile one my face.

I want you to be the person I call out of work for just to hold you in my arms all day.

I want you to be the last hand I hold. I want you to be the person I lay in bed next to.

I Want you to be the last person I tell I love you.

I want you to be the last person I love, honor and cherish.

I love you with all my hart…and I always will nothing can ever change that.

My beautiful baby!!

                                                                                                                             Love

                                                                                                                                      Louis